Danielle's Journal

Tired of the typical....waiting on the wonderful...

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You can't feel my pain,
I don't want to explain,
You don't know how I feel,
Its something I don't want to reveal.

You don't know why,
But all I do is cry,
You don't know what's wrong,
I've known all along.

You think that I will get stronger,
I can't go on like this any longer,
You tell me all I do is moan,
But I can't make it on my own.

You wouldn't know what to do,
If I told it all to you,
You couldn't help me if you tried,
It's the way I feel inside.

You don't even know,
That I've sunk so low,
I dream of the day I die,
I can't wait to end this lie.

You haven't seen the cuts I make,
These remind me I am a mistake,
You never care,
So, I'm ending this nightmare.

I know your not gonna cry,
So I won't say Goodbye,
The gun is to my messed up head,
In a second I will be dead.

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Why should anyone care about how I feel?
You're right, I don't deserve it! It's no big deal
Why don't I just lock myself in a room,
Turn off the lights and rot away in this gloom?
Would anyone realize that I'm not there?
Even if they noticed, would they even care?
Probably it's because I hate myself so bad
Maybe I just make everyone around me sad
Maybe that's why they don't care about my feelings
They don't want to know how awfully I'm bleeding
My wounds, bruises and scars won't heal
I want to tell them, but I keep my lips sealed
I guess I'll take the option of rotting away
Death will be the only price I'll have to pay
And guess what? That's okay!


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